you fall asleep when I wake for work

nobody talking just a rumbling down in dirt

leaving this house, can't you see what I won't

don't postpone this awkward discontent

malicious software downloaded, upload to mainframe of brain and heart discoloured, childish pink and red initials scrawled all over my skin and thoughts. distraught in my contorted rocket ship, hardship endured with tough exterior, rough edges and so delicate,

two..

one

take off,

you fall asleep when I wake for work

uninvited postman delivers news, return to sender, return to sender. bring me flowers, shut up for ages, pages and pages of the same shit. tear it, torn up, burning up to a fire with flame and naming of names. solace inside my letter, but you opened it uninvited, undecided and this adoration doesn't help. distracted with compact solutions, isolation. desolation. complication. mediation. deterioration.

why did you fall asleep when I woke for work?