in any case, it's about when we were happy
more of how we did feel
and the moments when you didn't notice
but those ones when you did
boy, they were good

and when it was neither
it was more than anyone could have said
or seen or have created
grown on its own like an independent
how annoying

but it's choice that was chosen
ha ha, as if a decision was involved
considered? too many to be laid out
not even bothered, not even

it started in the strangest fashion
i spoke in a different language
my tongue twisted but clear
it knew how to say what i couldn't think
i think that was the problem

i started to think
when i start thinking it's wrong
i like to feed anxiety
mine is always hungry so it's fun
it likes pastry mostly, and relations

i'm going to start a trend
it will be the latest fashion
it will be something popular
it will be the best something
it will be used to depletion

i came to watch birds congregate

came to watch birds congregate
from all corners, covering all walls
not hungry but starving in their own

they can all see it
and I can see them all
perched, captivated and wondering when

it's nice that they understand
it isn't how, it's when
when, not how or why, only when
but why